The Resurrection - Part 1

                                                        The Resurrection
                                                                 By
                                                   Apurva . S. Malewar

A disease that almost played into my mind, filling in with the virus of pain, UN relentless turmoil, has now been cured, there are times in our lives when we all have to endure the burden of profound pain that feeds into our system, so much so that we can feel it in our bones. The tremulous times of profound agony,  that one had to endure, based on circumstances our lives had to offer, because we let them burden us with their contempt, prejudice and misery,  that it cost us a lot. Some have lost too much, like dignity, pride, confidence, as we had no other means to fight a virus so bad, that seemed to feed on us, parasites that sucked the life out of us. There are some parasites in this world, mortals who love to feed on other people, latch on to them like leeches and infect them with a curable but a very painful disease, we tend to lose a lot.

But then again circumstances help us fight these parasites from our lives, thanks to a lot of help from sources that we lease expected to come by, un conditionally giving people, who understand the pain and understand the misery one had to endure, and how they had to suffer at the hands of such miserable parasites. Here is a platform where one can understand and interpret this blog into the realms of their lives and open themselves to emotional atrocities their lives had to endure, the best example again would be to use me as a learning.

Some of you know and for those who don’t I had got conned into a relationship, rather an agreement on a very forceful and a conditional ultimatum. I was the bait and I was being used, being naïve I didn’t realize how this disease, this parasite, this incorrigible leech would affect my life…..  I was suckered into believing how giving this one mortal could be, but later realized how painful this disease could be. By then it was too late, I needed a way to break away from the clutches of this disease, until of course the virus left by then, but the damage was too much to endure.

There were mortals, with kind souls who really helped me cope with this trauma, and there were others who I realized were not really worth calling family, I wonder sometimes what is a family, to me not someone who is related by blood, but someone who relates with their souls. Some said, as always, “Time is the best healer” maybe so, I don’t really agree, nor do I disrespect such a statement, in my opinion, I feel “Circumstances are the best healers” because they have the power to change the patterns of our mortal lives and brittle emotions.

I have a family, of a lot of kind souls, My parents and my aunt of course, my friends who I lost to the parasites, have come back to me and stayed that way as true friends, I have had new friends who really did not gain anything from helping me, but still did, I respect their support and appreciate all their help, they stood by me all the way. They are what I call family. And the best part of my life was the parasite itself, which helped me cure the disease. I believe in facing my apprehensions, you all should do that, and I did, I found out that the parasite found a new host to lean on, and well I felt bad for the new host, host did I say? No it’s plural my friends hosts………

At this moment and time, I have within myself and with the help of my big family, attained the moment of clarity, which means that nothing from the past affects me. The moment of clarity my friends is a term that means a cure, redemption from the pain, and the effects that it leaves. I have all that I want my family… and that makes me happy. I have all the friends all over the world I know who really care. Yes we do have a few untamed and unsound imbeciles who love taking pleasure in others misery, that we must not really care about. We are here to live this one life, and what else can we ask for if not happiness. If not for all the people. Life is a pattern of faith, hope, apprehensions, pain, and misery. Why go back to the ones who really can hit you with the disease, these parasites will keep on hunting for hosts, we know that they are , feeders, scavengers, and the likes.  We need to be the  judge of our own life, and that is the destiny we make, and that is how we live. A couple of wrong choices does help us learn a lot, and you guys who read this, relate to your own lives and look inside your own souls, your surroundings, if you focus on what you don’t have, you will never see or appreciate what you really have. What we don’t have, we will obtain it. This life is small and happiness is very important, I feel free and excited about my resurrection.  I am happy and when I see others happy, that’s all that matters.


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